Worries

I am such a natural worry wart and I am trying so hard to push those fears and worries away and I just wish there was a way to monitor my cortisol levels. My poor baby doesn't deserve all this stress but I can't help but worry about a miscarriage. It terrifies me and any little pain I feel makes me wonder. And everytime I go to the bathroom I check my t.p. for signs of spotting- of course none so far. I hate worrying about this, so I've been pushing those fears aside as best I can.

Another major worry Jacob and I both have is twins! They most definitely run in my family and its scary to think about two babies to provide for. So, I've been doing a ton of praying that my baby is healthy and that He will help me carry the wittle thing to term (or at least close to), And also, I've been asking God that if He did decide to bless us with twins that He help us with that journey.

We are going to make our first pre-natal appointment for after the new year when we get back from Florida!
Hope everyone had a good Christmas- Love, the Christians- Jacob, Jess, Cricket, Courage, and the Poppy Seed growing in my uterus